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Recently, i lost someone special, really special. He was suppose to be spongebob and i was suppose to be patrick. But things aint the same anymore. I miss him. He was my bestfriend, since sec 2. He's always there for me when im down. He always make me laugh and happy. I miss everything. I miss how he tease me, how he make fun of my height and name. I miss how he poke me. I miss how i always get him to go down 1 step on th escalator so i'll look taller. I miss how i punched him when he make fun of me. I miss those long chats we had over the phone and he didnt hang up even though no one is talking. I miss those dumb letters we write to each other, i still keep them, all. I miss how we snatch chocolates with each other. I miss those words of encouragement you gave me when im about to give up. I miss how you tell me you will be there to catch me when i fall. I miss how you tell me that even the whole world is against me, you will still stand by me. I miss how you walked me home from avcc. I miss how we used to go to school together on Monday. I miss arguing with you that Justin Bieber is hot. I still remember the look on your face when we quarrelled. I miss your randomness. I miss those late night text when i tell you everything. I miss camp. I miss how you help me through the whole camp, how you assured me when im scared. I miss how i took your camera and spam nonsense pictures, and it ended up being deleted by you. I miss the sec 2 times when you're my bestfriend. I miss telling you everything. I want to tell you everything now, but are you willing to listen? You found a new bestfriend, someone better than me. Im not jealous, im happy for you, and sad at the same time, because this means that i lost a bestfriend. You really mean alot to me, being the first guy bestfriend i ever had. I really miss you, the old you. Not that you've change, maybe it's just me. But things just aint the same anymore.