“Cause love never runs out”

February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 October 2011 November 2011 February 2012

So everything is me me me. Yeah, i did this t you, i did that t you. Everybody cares for you, then who's caring for me? Th reason of me being so happy in front of my clique is because th are th ones who make me forget everything. Plan change and people change. I've change. I dont know myself anymore. You can tell everybody what i told you. And those out there, you can tell him what i told you. This is th fucking reason why i dont tell you all stuffs. Walls have ears. I told 1 person somethin, next minute, th whole world know. How would i know who t trust? Do you know how hurtful it is when someone betray you? Try stepping into my shoes and walk a mile, you will know how hard it is. I ask you, what are bestfriend for? Bestfriends are someone whom u can give them your complete trust. I've got no one t trust except him. Everybody around me are like a 2 headed snake. Im not stressing about me and him. I just get so pissed off. Because everybody is just asking th same fucking question. Have you mofos ever spare a thought for me? True friends see th tears in my eyes and others believe th smile on my face. How many times have u seen th tears in my eyes? All you see is th smile on my face. I think i can b a actress. It seems like crying wins th war. You win. Im tired of fighting. Im strong, i dont need anybody t care for me. I'll just hug my teddybear and pretend nothing happen. I had enough of all those judging and insults . You can delete th tweets or w/e. But, what done cannot be undone and whats said cannot be unsaid. Those words are like pointy sharp arrows. You take back ur words, you pull out th arrows. But th wound is still there.

Post about camp later.

I've learnt t let go, what about you?