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Monday, March 14, 2011 || 8:20 PM

Hello, here to post about camp.

Day 1

9 hours of bus ride from Greendale to Tekam. Had lots of fun on th bus crapping with friends. Sleeping and eating was what i did th most on th bus. I bet i gained some weight (: Reach Tekan @ around 8 plus? Was supa dark there. Had dinner in a supa ultra small shelter. After that, went to th chalet we're assigned t. Slept with Sweeta, Cheryl Phoa, Jolene Teo and Shujuan. Walk for like 15 mins t th chalet. Open th room, fuck my life. I saw lizards running around. Th room was so supa omg. There's bed bugs too. Eeew. Didn't dare t sleep. Complained. Moved t Jolene Ting's chalet. Which was 123456789 times better. Slept there. That's about it for day 1.


Day 2

Woke up @ 7. Was late. Pack our stuffs and went t dinning hall. Reach th dinning hall @ around 8 plus. Had breakfast and off t caving. Before going into th cave, we have t trek pass a jungle. Blame it on our luck, it was flooded with water, and im wearing my damn converse shoe. So yeah, inside my shoe was flooded too. Walked with bestfriend, Slyvestian, Joleneteo, Terence, Boonwee and Kimberly. I was so afraid that i will fall, so i grab whoever hand i see while walking over stones or log. LOL. Like finally we reach th outside of th cave. Yeah, it outside. We still have to climb up to th cave. It was so damn slippery. And it was supa ultra dark. Sly and Kim walk first, so they were so supa in front . Next was Terence and Joleneteo. Again, they're veh in front too. I crawl through a small hole while bestfriend climb up a hole. I was like stuck on th way up. Lol. Walk with bestfriend. So afraid that i will fall, so i hold him supa hard. Met Jolene and Terence half way. So we walked together. After 123456789 hours of climbing, we reach th top, i think. There's this story about th cave which Mr Zaini told us. So here it goes, Once upon a time, there's this half human half bird creature living in th cave. It cannot talk t human, if not everything will turn into stone. One day, this couple are having a wedding ceremony in th cave. Every animals were invited except th creature. Th creature was sad and furious, so it flew across and shouted 'hi'. So, everything turn into a stone. The couple, a lion, a eagle. Yupp, that's th story. It's really amazing in there. After that we were told to go back down, th same way we came up. And me and Joleneteo were like, whathefuck. And then im like, can i take a shortcut down? Lol, if u get me. It's way more scary than how i came up. Grab bestfriend hand supa hard while going down, cause im afraid i might fall. Boonwee shine th light for me, knowing im scared when i cant see anything. Awww, thanks. Managed t go back down. And im like, phew, im alive ! Walk all th way back where we're suppose t sleep. Pack our stuffs, went for dinner. And then it's night walk. I hate it ! I couldn't see a single thing. Partner with bestfriend, but after that i decided to walk with Mr Zhuo. We walk 4 by 4, with Kamarul and Boonwee. Was holding Mr Zhuo's and Boonwee's hand atw. They walk supa fast which make me supa scared. Yeah i cry, im afraid of th dark. But i managed t make it through with their support, thanks again. After everything, went to sleep, in th tent, in th cave. HAHA. Shiokness k.


Day 3

Went for some learning journey, fucking boring. Skip that. Here comes th exciting activity, cave abseiling. At first i thought i just need t climb that tiny little bit , so i went up And, i was shocked. Im suppose to climb up th ladder. Had Boonwee holding th ladder for me while i climb up. Reach th top and im like , what am i suppose t do nao. Saw a rope, grab it, pull myself up. Waited for Boonwee. He lead th way, i follow him. So slippery, so scary. Reach th top , didn't dare t abseil down. Bestfriend abseiling beside me. He was so fast. I was stuck. I have no idea what to do. And i keep hitting th rocks which ended me with some cuts on my arms and legs. Leg was jelly-like substances when i reach th ground, lol. But i had fun :B What a rare experience. Went back t chalet, clean up. Had campfire prep. Dinner next, den we had candle war. Shall not elaborate, but E2 won, congrats. (: Went back, sleep (:


Day 4

Went for some plantation thing. Was feeding mosquitoes. After that water rafting. Had to build our own raft. Teamwork, i like (: Was a success. my shoes are damn gross, my socks stained th chalet corridor, so damn dirty. Didn't like it. Showered. Campfire night, (: First t perform, awesome. Gimme one superhero clap ! (: After that ton @ bestfriend room. Hell lots of people. Mr Zhuo came in @ 1 plus. Before that, chief nearly came into our room, and th girls are like OMG, HIDE IN TOILET. So that's what we did for like 3 times until Mr Zhuo came in. Played truth or dare. Supa fun. Played till 430am. Den slept for 15 mins den back t own room and prepared t go back sSingapore.


Day 5

Another 9 hours of ride. Went up th bus, straight away sleep, LOL. Didn't had breakfast, ate chips and chocolates. Sleep again. Reaching Singapore that time, played with bestfriend. My head kena hit like siao, become stupid liao. LOL. Reach school @ 4 plus. Group photo, then home sweet home (: @ night, fastfood spam with clique. Awesome night with them.

Yeah, so that's all about th 5 days 4 night @ Tekam. (:


Reflection

This 5d4n, i learn alot things. Especially never say never. Many of th activities, especially caving, i was so close to giving up, but i had all my friends with me pushing me up and giving me hope. A word of encouragement really mean alot to me @ that point of time. They really help me alot in th whole camp. They help me overcome my fears, although im still a little scared of th dark. My teachers help me alot too. Comforting me when i cry, h2h with me and gave me some advice. And of course Instructor Zal, he was th one who make th camp a success. He's awesome ! I feel so lucky having all my friends by my side. This is a unforgettable camp, and i will definitely remember these 5d4n with all my classmates. Gimme 1 superhero clap, 'Up up here we go go, up up here we go go, H-E-R-O , SUPERHERO ! (: